When I lay these questions before God I get no answer. But a rather special sort of "No answer." It is not the locked door. It is more like a silent, certainly not uncompassionate, gaze. As though He shook His head not in refusal but waiving the question. Like, "Peace, child; you don't understand."
-C.S. Lewis, 'A Grief Observed'
Because we are united to Christ, at some point "My God, my God, why have You forsaken Me?" will become "I will tell of your name to my brothers; in the midst of the congregation I will praise you." But it's hard to believe that sometimes.
I know the feeling.
Habbakuk, 3:17-18